TIRED I am tired of tears
I am tired of misused and abused years
I am tired of not knowing
Tired of not owning
Owning up to the responsibility of my life
Tired of not being “THAT” mans? wife (he’s looking for me)
Tired of lies and dishonesty
Tired of you thinking you can put your hands on me (you know who you were)
Tired of my family dying
Hell I am tired of trying
Tired of wondering if He’s the one
Tired of being the only parent to my daughter to my son
Tired of trying to figure out when my life begun
Or am I still waiting, anticipating
Tired of searching for love
Tired of enough being enough
Tired of loving for nothing
Tired of trying to be something
That may not exist
Tired of not being Kissed
Tired of not having the support I need
Tired of wondering how my kids will get there next feed
Tired of Rapist and sex offenders
Tired of boys being MEN pretenders
Tired of not having a steady income
Tired of not knowing where my next dollar will come from
Tired of BOYS looking for ass
Tired of this HIGH ass gas
Tired of all these trials and tribulations
Tired of these fucked up situations
Tired of being considered only ass and titty
Tired of NIGGAS trying to get with me
Tired of men not being REAL
Tired of you not understanding how I FEEL
Tired of trusting only to be burned
Tired of all these lessons I got to learn
Tired of broken dreams and broken promises
Tired of LIFE not making sense
YES MY JOURNEY HAS NOT BEEN EASY
BELIEVE ME
EVEN THOUGH I MAY BE TIRED
IF I DIE TOMORROW YOU KNOW I TRIED.

J.W.M.C